Numb

According to dictionary :

Numb : not showing human feeling or sensitivity; unresponsive

This is exactly what I'm feeling right now..

Too numb to feel anything be it anger, jealousy or happy..

Too numb to even think of this entry..

Tetamu Allah..

Alhamdulillah.. My parents dah selamat sampai ke Tanah Suci Mekah utk menunaikan rukun Islam yang kelima itu.

On Monday, my mother-in-law will be going for Haj too with my sister-in-law..

Ya Allah, kesemua insan yang kusayangi adalah tetamu-Mu pada kali ini. Lindungilah mereka dari sebarang kecelakaan, berikanlah kesihatan yang baik dan semoga mereka semua mendapat Haji yang mabrur..

Amin..

Miss you Abah and Mak..





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Another new addition

Today is my sis in law's bday..

Today also marks the birth of another (and latest) addition to our family..

Behold, my newly born niece.. Aleesya Sofea.. Comel dan bulat!



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Enough Laa

Somehow, i need to draw the line.. between being nice and being stupid enuff for people to take advantage of me.

You have your fair share of my so-called kindness.. can i at least get some respect out of it? not asking for much.. just some consideration on my feelings will do.

Tolong lah.. have some common courtesy boleh tak?!

Arghhhhh!!!!

All washed up

Before i start on this entry, i would like to say a few words to my darling hubs..

Abang,

Thanks for letting me unwind with my friend.. I had a really good time with her and thank you for understanding on the importance of girl's nite out.. I'm sure Kawsar also would like to express her gratitude for 'pinjaming' me to her tonite.. ehehe.. you're da best.. :)

Kawsar is here in KL for one week to attend a course made compulsory by the company.. so i took this opportunity to have a girls nite out with her.. Made reservation for 'Cuci The Musical'.. luckily still ada seats left.. Fetched her at the hotel, sending off Axl to LRT Kg Baru and then we went to makan Nasi Bubur berlauk at Kg Baru.. Ordered ikan and telur asin, ikan bilis, ayam sambal gajus and daging salai for the lauk. Sedaapppp.. although daging salai tu mcm manis and liat sikit.. not to my liking ehehe..

After dinner, time for the show.. luckily the seats that i've booked was super duper OK.. view memanggg cantik.. Like the film version, Cuci The Musical was about mengejar impian. The theme was all about reaching and striving hard to achieve your dreams. Well in their case, to get the contract of cleaning KLCC. I really, really, really fell in love with Awie.. He really can act! Yelah all this time I was used to seeing him in a brutal and manly characters but this time, aduhh.. memaaaanngg jambu.. tergodaa sehhh... :)

The songs, the dance choreography and the props were excellent! Although i think that some of the dancers tend to make the stage nampak cam serabut sikit but nevertheless, i enjoyed it very much! And, the sound system pun ada sikit la hiccup sikit.. ahh.. tak kisah la.. yg penting pecah perut tengok teater nih ok. I think the next best thing after Actorlympics kot.. :)

oh awie...

ahemm.. anyway, the show ended at 1230am.. muka Kawsar dah berpisat2 dah tahan mengantok.. so I dropped her off at her hotel... dan sepantas kilat aku membawa kereta pulang ke rumah.. yelah walaupun aku berani drive sorang2, tp zaman sekarang nih bukannya takut hantu, tapi takut orang.. ehehe..

It was close to 1 am when I reached home. Axl was fast asleep at the sofa waiting for me.. kesian dia.. Hajat di hati bila dah balik tu nak le terus tido.. tengok2 baju tak bergosok lagi.. so kena la gosok baju for work.. huhuhu... pastu turun bawah, ingatkan nak minum air jer.. sekali tu tgk Axl ada masak sayur campur and ayam masak merah.. adehh.. terus jadi lapar.. bukak periuk, ambik nasi, ambik lauk, duduk depan tv and ngap!!! ehehehe.. masakan suami jugak yg best.. :)

So sudahnya, pagi nih datang kejer dengan mata yang mengantok dan otak yg berfungsi ala kipas yg dah lama tak basuh.. seeloowwwww jekk.. huhuhu...

p/s : masih terbayang2 the scene where AC merajuk dan it was really funny when he interacted with the audience.. letak jari kat hidung!!!! ehehehehe!!

Bittersweet

I thought I had it all under control..
But by a simple twist of fate, things became all jumbled up again..

Inhale...


Exhale..


Inhale..


Exhale..


Phew.. Please just let me be in one piece.. At least get me through this year..




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Pantai Klebang

12 years ago.. I was 18.. such young and innocent age..

12 years ago.. I knew a man.. A man so special that he takes my breath away everytime I see him wandering around campus..

12 years ago, I was called "Albino" by this man.. but it didn't matter because at least he noticed my existence..

This is a story of the fateful day, 12 years ago..

I was introduced to him by my room-mate who happens to be the girlfriend of his room-mate.. one thing led to another, we exchange a few calls, coincidently bumping into each other at campus, went to BTN together, u dig the rest la.. There was this one time where he sengaja amikkan the mails from my mailbox. Back then all mail boxes were categorized into alphabets and terletak hanya di SRC.. so he traced my name and took all the letters.. and he even read one of the letters! ceh!! busuk btul perangai.. then he called me stating he have all my mails and wanted to give it to me personally... baik hati pulak abang nih nak amikkan surat.. kah kah..!

Then, few weeks passed by and we were trying to get to know each other. Then come this one fateful day. It was Sunday. I was at home with my parents. Knowing how strict my dad was, he wouldn't even dare to call me up. Ada la sekali tuuu jer la just to ask me on how will i get back to campus.. he suggested that I took the bus to Seremban then from there he will drove me to Melaka. hmm.. so being berani, aku pun pergi lah.. First time woo naik bas gi Seremban.. sorang2 lak tu..

He picked me up at the bus station and off we went to Melaka with his (parents) car.. bila dah sampai kat Melaka, it was about to Maghrib so kononnya being the true Malaccan, he offered to take me jalan2.. but first, singgah solat dulu at Masjid Al-Azim.. dlm hati aku "baik abang nih pepehal solat tak lupa".. after solat, he took me to a nice gerai which according to him served the best asam pedas melaka.. ASAM PEDAS DAGING TETEL.. frankly, i don't really like asam pedas (hihih!) tapi ikut jer la kan.. i think that was officially our first dinner together.. hehehe.. we got to talking about our family and stuff like that..

"pasnih nak gi mana..?" he asked me..

"ntah.. ninie tatau sgt melaka nih.. biasa ngn kengkawan pun gi Mahkota Parade takpun Jusco.."

"tu semua shopping complex.. dah biasa.. tmpt sightseeing tak penah ke..?"

"nope!"

"ok pasnih abang bawak ninie jalan2.."

I thot that he would take me to the usual tourist spot like around zoo tu ke, mini malaysia tu ke apa (tp dalm hati pun terpikir apa jadah nak gi tempat tu malam2 nih..).. little i knew he would be taking me to Pantai Klebang.. mmg aku tak penah gi pun tempat tu hihihi..

Kat situ ada some sort like a foodcourt facing the sea .. berangin jer.. mmg port yg best bagi aku la.. but since we have already eaten, kitorang lepak kat playground dkt situ jek.. naik buaian.. then we talked.. and during that time, we officially became a couple after a few kias sana kias sini.. hahaaha.. i remembered feeling truly happy to have found someone to love and also to be loved..

what i remembered most was " abg rasa happy sangat.. rasa cam nak canang satu MMU yg this man dah ada couple".. yelah dia boleh la ckp camtu sbb dia ramai peminat.. haik tuih tuihh!!

anyways, we became inseparable ever since. not in a belangkas kind of way sbb dia pun bukan jenis yg suke berkepit sana sini.. tp cukupla org tahu bahawa di hatinya, ada aku.. *ngeeee*

12 years ago, i found this man.. and now 12 years later, he is my husband..

Anna uhibbuki habibi, hayati...

Happy "klebang" anniversary dear hubs!